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Current Music:[Megadeth] Angry Again
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Subject:Personal Log...Oh Boy...
Time:09:17 am
Current Mood:Dazed, Confused, Crushed, Sore
What have I done...?!

That's the first thought I had to open this log with.

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Current Music:[The Verve] Bittersweet Symphony
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Subject:Lieutenant's Log
Time:07:31 am
Current Mood:lovedloved
I finally got some time to write a Personal Log.

One day and I'll have been here for two months.

And what a hell of a two months it's been!Collapse )
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Current Music:[Stabbing Westward] What Do I Have To Do?
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Subject:Personal (Distress) Log
Time:04:08 am
Current Mood:distresseddistressed
Well, right now I'm in my quarters. With Linnis.

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Current Music:[Stabbing Westward] What Do I Have To Do?
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Subject:(Very) Personal Log
Time:12:22 am
Current Mood:depresseddepressed
(PADD MUSIC CHOICE LINK)

Oh god is my mind a mess.

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Current Music:Bedbug - Nightmare
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Subject:The Nightmare
Time:04:46 pm
Current Mood:distresseddistressed
The Nightmare.Collapse )
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Current Music:"Classical Chillout" music from the DataBase.
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Subject:We're Going To The Movies...
Time:11:54 am
Current Mood:Happy/Confused
Well, the Mess Hall dinner went pretty well. I had a simple meal, and Hoshi turned up soon after, or maybe it was just the distraction my PADD offered that made time speed up.

I've heard rumours that the next movie night will actually be one of the real "Captain Proton" movies or in serial format across the next movie nights. Who knows. It'd be cool to actually see the real basis for my favorite Holodeck program though.

I'll be happy regardless of what they're showing. I'm just glad that Hoshi agreed to go see it with me.

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Current Music:The PADD's bips and the Mess Hall patrons.
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Subject:Personal Log, Supplemental.
Time:01:38 am
Current Mood:Optimistic/Confused
To hell and back...damn.

I've been elbowed in the gut by an arm travelling at warp, and almost died because of it. Thankfully Linnis was able to stop the bleeding, and brought me back with CPR.

I'm unsure exactly what to think about that.

Tonight I'm meeting in the Mess Hall for dinner with Hoshi, and I'll be asking her to the Movie Night. I don't know what her reply will be, but I'm hopeful she'll at least think about it, maybe sleep on the invitation.

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Current Music:The patients snoring, and the beeps of this PADD I'm using.
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Subject:Sickbay (Part Deux)
Time:09:21 pm
Current Mood:confusedconfused
I'm currently stuck in Sickbay(yes, again!) thanks to Lieutenant Reed. He must work out a lot to swing like that! Even when B'Elanna swung at me half-conscious once, and she never hit me that hard.

As far as I can tell, my liver was damaged in the hit, leading to internal bleeding, but why I passed out I can't tell. Loss of blood? Dizzyness? Nausea? All three?

All I can tell is that even though Linnis and I were still at odds with each other personally, she saved my life by resusitating me.

Maybe she knows the Hippocratic Oath after all.
That and maybe she couldn't bare to see someone die, especially someone who almost looks and sounds exactly like him.

It's really messed up my perspective of how I see her.

I hate her for all the embarassment and stress she's caused me, but I feel grateful for her saving my life, even if it really suprised and shocked the hell out of me to wake up with her lips on mine, then my uniform stripped and body scanned in the five seconds I had woken up in.

Talk about being startled awake.

Do I hate her? Do I like her? I honestly can't tell how I see her at all right now...
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Current Music:Silence.
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Subject:What A Frelling Mess.
Time:11:59 pm
Current Mood:apatheticapathetic
Today has been what could only be called a 'right royal balls-up', if I'm remembering old British slang correctly.

No, it doesn't sum today up. I doubt Zefram Cochrane could sum it up. Even teamed up with Albert Einstein and Stephen Hawking.

The Borg would just call all of this futile. I agree.

I don't care if this system works right now.

I don't care about the programmers that screwed up.

I don't care about this log entry.

I don't c

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Current Music:D3U$ 3X M@C#1N4
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Subject:L1euten@nt'$ Addit10n@l L0g.
Time:11:15 pm
Current Mood:$H0D@N $33$ @11
#$%%*&@$#$&*@$@~~$#*.*#@^#$$@*#*@*&#

[LOG-COMM SYSTEM ERROR 037]
FROM:PARIS, LIEUTENANT TOM [GUEST 024]
TO: *&#**$ [CC:ALL STATIONS - SHIPWIDE LEVEL-1 PRIORITY]

[MESSAGE *#$ RECIPIENTS:]
-ARCHER, CAPTAIN JONATHAN
-T'POL, SUBCOMMANDER
-REED, LIEUTENANT MALCOLM
-TUCKER, CHIEF ENGINEER CHARLES
-MAYWEATHER, ENSIGN TRAVIS
-SATO, ENSIGN HOSHI
-CUTLER, CREWMAN ELIZABETH
-PARIS, LINNIS [GUEST 032]
-PARIS, LIEUTENANT COMMANDER TOM [GUEST 033]

[CLICK HERE F@R FULL R3$1PIENT LISTING.]

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@nd #0$#!'s smart, beautiful, funny...and those eyes I could get lost in for months... #34...lips are soft and beautiful, #1t# cheeks sculpted like a fine statue.

I'm glad the log's security lock is #*0perational. God knows what could #@ppen if any of this got out.

End L06.

@#*&*#@*@*#&*^@#$*@#$*#$....
[PLEASE CONSULT YOUR SOFTWARE PROVIDER FOR MORE DETAILS. (ERROR CODE 37)]
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