Well, the Mess Hall dinner went pretty well. I had a simple meal, and Hoshi turned up soon after, or maybe it was just the distraction my PADD offered that made time speed up.
I've heard rumours that the next movie night will actually be one of the real "Captain Proton" movies or in serial format across the next movie nights. Who knows. It'd be cool to actually see the real basis for my favorite Holodeck program though.
I'll be happy regardless of what they're showing. I'm just glad that Hoshi agreed to go see it with me.
I've been elbowed in the gut by an arm travelling at warp, and almost died because of it. Thankfully Linnis was able to stop the bleeding, and brought me back with CPR.
I'm unsure exactly what to think about that.
Tonight I'm meeting in the Mess Hall for dinner with Hoshi, and I'll be asking her to the Movie Night. I don't know what her reply will be, but I'm hopeful she'll at least think about it, maybe sleep on the invitation.
I'm currently stuck in Sickbay(yes, again!) thanks to Lieutenant Reed. He must work out a lot to swing like that! Even when B'Elanna swung at me half-conscious once, and she never hit me that hard.
As far as I can tell, my liver was damaged in the hit, leading to internal bleeding, but why I passed out I can't tell. Loss of blood? Dizzyness? Nausea? All three?
All I can tell is that even though Linnis and I were still at odds with each other personally, she saved my life by resusitating me.
Maybe she knows the Hippocratic Oath after all. That and maybe she couldn't bare to see someone die, especially someone who almost looks and sounds exactly like him.
It's really messed up my perspective of how I see her.
I hate her for all the embarassment and stress she's caused me, but I feel grateful for her saving my life, even if it really suprised and shocked the hell out of me to wake up with her lips on mine, then my uniform stripped and body scanned in the five seconds I had woken up in.
Talk about being startled awake.
Do I hate her? Do I like her? I honestly can't tell how I see her at all right now...